Nothing to give.

The truth of "The Silver Lining Playbook" is,

Wasting time, getting horny slowly, and put yourself on fire,

in every possible ways.

You want a great romance.

You want a fan to knee down and call you "Diva!"

The transition between 2 generations,

and those dirty tricks to get whatever you want.

Loneliness and Vanity are only 2 things will never be changed.

And what "Karma" is anyway?

My lips still remembered the shape of the root of your tongue,

and my brain is still thinking about what I'm fighting for.

I already knew you will never be the one who stay with me till the very end,

and I don't know what kind of thing I'm on either;

I already see through their wicked plan and your little tricks,

but I still refuse to face the truth .

"Have a deep breath, have a deep breath"

"It's some kind of bad luck that not a pretty one, but it's always easy to hide"

So I swallowed all the bad things which doesn't belong to me,

though they must have a tasty one but it just never gonna happen.

And I do feel alive again, but ain't got anything to give.

The Loneliness is.

The loneliness is,

you couldn't find anyone to talk to when you're in your long-time favorite bar,

because you have no idea who those people are.

The loneliness is,

you're bored but you don't want to leave your room,

just because you're too lazy.

The loneliness is,

you walk by his house every fuckin' day,

then you finally see him with another man and hand in hand.

The loneliness is,

you open a instant noodle but there's no hot water,

or like you want to smoke a ciggie but you never find your lighter.

The loneliness is,

you become one of those tragic character,

from those romantic movies you used to worship.

The loneliness is,

you know there's no hope,

but you still got a hope on something you can't even tell what is it.

The loneliness is,

you find out one of your dream is actually destroying you.

The loneliness is,

the motivation for the article I'm writing now.

Then I see the darkness with my eyes wild open,

but never the shape of your lovely face,

the one I tasted before when I'm not sober.

The best and the worst,

and it worth nothing but my heart.

Shit man, shit.

Holy shit I have been too lazy!!

Have been party too much and busy with my band : Formosa Romance!!

Formosa Romance on Facebook

And still couldn't believe even haven't been update anything for a long time,

people still come read this blog, many thanks!!

Anyway, I gonna try to update more often and trying to re-connect with you

guys again, and please keep your finger crossed for me that I won't be a torn

boy anymore. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!

[ Love is such a bitch,]

[ But I still pray to whoever I believe that one day you gonna be mines. ]

SCREW MYSELF SO HARD!!