Nothing to give.

The truth of "The Silver Lining Playbook" is,

Wasting time, getting horny slowly, and put yourself on fire,

in every possible ways.

You want a great romance.

You want a fan to knee down and call you "Diva!"

The transition between 2 generations,

and those dirty tricks to get whatever you want.

Loneliness and Vanity are only 2 things will never be changed.

And what "Karma" is anyway?

My lips still remembered the shape of the root of your tongue,

and my brain is still thinking about what I'm fighting for.

I already knew you will never be the one who stay with me till the very end,

and I don't know what kind of thing I'm on either;

I already see through their wicked plan and your little tricks,

but I still refuse to face the truth .

"Have a deep breath, have a deep breath"

"It's some kind of bad luck that not a pretty one, but it's always easy to hide"

So I swallowed all the bad things which doesn't belong to me,

though they must have a tasty one but it just never gonna happen.

And I do feel alive again, but ain't got anything to give.

The Loneliness is.

The loneliness is,

you couldn't find anyone to talk to when you're in your long-time favorite bar,

because you have no idea who those people are.

The loneliness is,

you're bored but you don't want to leave your room,

just because you're too lazy.

The loneliness is,

you walk by his house every fuckin' day,

then you finally see him with another man and hand in hand.

The loneliness is,

you open a instant noodle but there's no hot water,

or like you want to smoke a ciggie but you never find your lighter.

The loneliness is,

you become one of those tragic character,

from those romantic movies you used to worship.

The loneliness is,

you know there's no hope,

but you still got a hope on something you can't even tell what is it.

The loneliness is,

you find out one of your dream is actually destroying you.

The loneliness is,

the motivation for the article I'm writing now.

Then I see the darkness with my eyes wild open,

but never the shape of your lovely face,

the one I tasted before when I'm not sober.

The best and the worst,

and it worth nothing but my heart.

Shit man, shit.

Holy shit I have been too lazy!!

Have been party too much and busy with my band : Formosa Romance!!

Formosa Romance on Facebook

And still couldn't believe even haven't been update anything for a long time,

people still come read this blog, many thanks!!

Anyway, I gonna try to update more often and trying to re-connect with you

guys again, and please keep your finger crossed for me that I won't be a torn

boy anymore. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!

[ Love is such a bitch,]

[ But I still pray to whoever I believe that one day you gonna be mines. ]

SCREW MYSELF SO HARD!!

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.

Sorry for haven't update my blog for so long, have been busy with ton of shits these 

days. But anyway now I'm back, he he.

So I finally saw the movie "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower" with my friend 

Ibrahim (well I wish he can be more than that lol) other day. I haven't read a book but 

now I feel like I really want to read the book. The movie was just simply amazing, 

probably one of the best movie in 2012 I have seem so far. Like I couldn't talk for at 

least 10 mins after I saw this movie, just non-stop thinking what the fuck just 

happened.

And of course, we all were that wallflower before, no matter you're the cheer leader

or art freak, in some ways we just want attention, but express in different ways. The 

movie also reminds me of my first year of high school life, when those mean fuckers

throw chalk toward me when I just tried to finish my presentation for the history class.

And then you consider yourself a weirdo, then you though everyone hate you; so you 

start looking for same kind of people, or wish you can make few copies of yourself 

then you can hang out with them until you find out your biggest enemy is actually

yourself. Just like Charlie in the movie, I couldn't remember everything in my first year

of high school, beside taking pills for my mental problem and those damn chalks. Then

you realize no one can tell you who you are, only yourself. And that the most precious 

part from the word "Youth", because we know how suck to grow up at a complete 

man, and we found out we're infinite.

I wish I had friends like Charlie has in my high school, but I'm already too old to regret

everything I have ever done in my life. Anyway there's too much feeling I can put it into 

words to express after the movie, so there you go, listen some David Bowie to end

my shits, I think it's the way much better. 

Skin.

Piece by pieces,

They said step by step.

The red is dripping,

I'm out of the game.

The highest peak,

bring the whole world down.

There's nothing there to see,

Or something I want to be.

Is your skin strong enough?

To take all those bullets down.

To heal the scars from aching lies.

Go all the way to paradise.

Is your secret safe enough?

To pretend nothing ever go wrong.

In the shelter you're living in.

Is your secret safe enough?

Is your skin strong enough?

All the good in this life, will it stay forever?

When will I gonna find that sparkling fountain?

Maybe I will move on and go,

maybe you will kiss me then walk,

Maybe we should keep our mouth shut then we won't fall.

Is your skin strong enough?

To take all those bullets down.

To heal the scars from aching lies.

Go all the way to paradise.

Is your secret safe enough?

To pretend nothing ever go wrong.

In the shelter you're living in.

Is your secret safe enough?

Is your skin strong enough?

Piece by pieces,

They said step by step.

The red is dripping,

Please don't put my in the game.

Is your skin strong enough?

To take all those bullets down.

To heal the scars from aching lies.

Go all the way to paradise.

Is your secret safe enough?

To pretend nothing ever go wrong.

In the shelter you're living in.

Is your secret safe enough?

Is your skin strong enough?

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This song is for you, my friend.

Hope the place you're going to is better, and you won't suffer anymore.

We will miss you, and I will sing this song on the stage to memorize you.

Safe trip, Cindy. 

Concert week from the 90's wave.

I don't know what happen this year in Taipei, but apparently most of the bands who 

appeared in the "Romeo + Juliet" soundstracks, back to 1996, are all coming back.

Like this two: Garbage and The Cardigans.

So in July, I fly to London to see Garbage before they announced they're coming to

Taipei. The show in Brixton Academy was great, but the Taipei one was even more 

amazing!! All the member seems chilled when they performed on stage, then each of 

them even gave a speech about their though of Taipei. They were so sweet!!

Then the next day, I went to see The Cardigans as well. It was really funny that in the

beginning everyone were sitting on their seat, then Nina Persson couldn't stand it 

anymore, so she asked everyone stand up and run to he front of the stage. And 

seriously, I heard Nina smokes all the fuckin' time but she sounds purely amazing.

And when they start playing "Lovefool", I can't describe how I felt at that moment but  

it's like back to the 90s, the pure generation.

So I heard more bands are coming to Taipei, can't wait! xoxo

Holi Festival.

So me and my bitches went to the Holi Festival -  first time ever in Berlin, Germany.

I need to say, it was ton of fun!! I love the party you can get TRULY DIRTY (not 

HORNY, plz). In the begining we were thinking about to stay for couple hours then go 

home, since we woke up at 7AM because I want to check out Berghain first. But oh 

you know, this is kind of party you shouldn't leave earlier, need to stay till the end. 

So here's the video of everyone throw those colors to the sky together (I don't know

why so many dislike on this video, maybe just hipster-haters):

Here's more pictures from the party, of course we were clean on the first picture, then

just everything went wrong. lol

Fun, right?

*Check out what is Holi Festival from India:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holi