New York, New York.

Have been told being a guy should never cry,

but sometime I just can't stop it when I start thinking about it.

The summer of 2011, the best and the worst.

Both of things I have been thinking about to do it for so long,

then finally came true - even didn't end up in the completely perfect way in the end.

And my favorite New York. A place I will never get tired of.

I like the way how the city lock me in those golden shining shell,

and always offer different idea for you to hide no matter who you are, or where you are.

Compares with those smiles under the ZARA dress and pretty suite,

I rather get stabbing to death in somewhere meaningful to me.

The peace and the fierce, the gold and the copper;

the high heel  and the bare feet, the best and the shit.

I remember one night I went clubbing by myself in Hell's Kitchen,

then I spent 2 hours and sat outside, talking with the sponsor about everything.

Life dream, childhood sexual orientation,

and the world map.

That  reminds me of my crazy teenage dream when I was 20,

I want to fly to NYC with only 1000USD,

and give myself one month, to see what gonna happen.

Just like what Madonna did before.

Being comfortable making me feel uncomfortable,

and I know I never like to take an easy ride that kind of person anyway.

At least I felt hope when I wake up,

at least there's always something out there for me to take.

At least there's a clean park I can escape,

at least there's a pool with bubble on the dance floor.

We all think we're still young enough to create and destroy,

but the fact is we're just not that great.

Poisoned by the black box and the wire in the ocean,

by the non-stop talking mouth and the pointed teeth.

By the wrong direction of sunrise, by the powder in the plastic bag.

My life dream is simple,

sitting at the bar, sipping my Glenmorangie with the smell of honey.

Feeling the structure of the wood, and put some smoke into my iron lung.

What a tinsel town with the light always be covered.

What a circus that no one ever try to pretend nothing ever happend.

Every seconds I'm sucking the breeze with the black clouds comes from your longhorn,

then the wigs on the road, then a punch on my core.

I don't think I missed anything, but maybe I did I just don't know.

Start spreading the news, I might be leaving someday soon.

[ There's nowhere you belong, 'cuz you belong NOWHERE.]

Habit.

Bones, bones, bones.

You love those bones.

With your head downs, with your glasses on.

To read, to defense, to make it perfect.

Heart, heart, heat.

You treasure those hearts.

With you strong arms, and your life goes on.

To hide, to escape, to make it eternally disappear.

I don't think you will make fun of other's ginger hair.

I don't thin you will make fun of other's appearance.

I don't think you will make fun of other's speech.

But you did fight back and made me hold my breath.

At least no one gets hurt, nobody dies.

When you showed me your smile on your face last night, 

I just remembered that time flies so fast and how stupid she was.

Maybe I should buy a cake, and have  a shot;

Maybe I should shoot those fuckers, to fill up my own emptiness.

Maybe I should make a vow to myself, and back to your door.

Maybe I'm not crazy, it's just my automatic systematic habit.

I do hope you had a great one.

And I'm jealous that I never had chance to feel those roots between my legs.

[Torn Boy Love Spirit. 2]

Ain't No Invisible Light.

Let's tribute to these 2, and the glorious Disco era.

[Donna Summer]

I can't describe how much I love this woman, she's always been amazing to my ears.

The first song I heard from her was "I feel love", which is one of my favorite song

for the whole time. I was like 12, and I just couldn't turn away from her sexy voice; 

whispering, moaning, and reminds me of the siren calling on the disco ocean. 

Even Madonna put this song on her "The Confession Tour":

What I really adore about Donna is, she definitely opened the road for all the female in 

70's. Also even the Disco era is already over, she's still trying to make better stuff in the

past of few years. We might have Lady Gaga to freedom our mind, but if there was no

Donna to release her body and spirit, how you gonna open your mind anyway?

Donna, we will always feeling the love you offered us in the past of 40 years. Love.

[Robin Gibb]

To be honest I'm not that close with his solo stuff, but I surely love what he did in Bee 

Gees. Well, who doesn't love Bee Gees anyway? Everyone know "How Deep Is Your

Love". One of the stupidest but touching love song ever.

What I can deny is that he got such a great voice for all kind of music, smooth, bright,

and gentle voice. And for some reason it just fits really well in the old Disco music he

made. Especially with those hopeless romantic lyrics, that's how your sweat melting  

you on the dance floor, with his greatest talent.

I know this song doesn't sound Disco at all but I still gonna post it:

And of coure everyone know this one:

Now there's only one Bee Gees left... shit.

But you know, people still gonna dance  anyway, 'cause it's just our nature. When you're

happy, you want to dance; when you're sad, you want to dance your sorrow away. 

When you're horny, you want to move your body like a peacock to get attention. Even

now the whole electronic and techno or whatever dub-step is all occupy the club, but 

I still want to do John Travolta's dance move from "Saturday Night Fever".

And just gonna post this song, to pay my honor to these 2.

In the future world, there fighters on the rainbow will never become an invisible light.

The mirror is always too bright anyway. Much LOVE.

Born With The Gaga's Way.

That was a fantastic night.

So me and my friends went to see the "Born This Way Ball" concert by Lady Gaga.

Just in case no one know who Lady Gaga is, she's just a singer from America (lol). The

Concert was really good, like unbelievable awesome. Even the organize unit ruined the

concert by the terrible location, overpriced ticket, but Lady Gaga showed what the 

most important thing the concert shouldn't do it wrong - the artist herself. I never a huge 

fan of Gaga 'cuz I'm a huge fan of Xtina, but after that night, I think now I'm a little 

monster. She's def one of the greatest artist of the world so far in the new era.

This is my favorite part of the concert (Sorry it's not clear but still AWESOME!):

or try this link:

http://youtu.be/jI4vxYCVER4

(I like the way she said "I don't speak TAIWANESE" instead of chinese, also "Don't 

fuck around, Taiwan")

Stop saying Gaga is new Madonna, She's just Gaga and not substitute of anyone.

Also now I really believe the way she supports LGBT community isn't just a cheap 

marketing trick. If yes, she won't even take a risk to let those conservative country

to cancel her concert, you know.

Paws up! Little Monster!!

Happy Mother's Day.

No matter what kind of love we're expecting, we're searching,

the love from your mother is one of the greatest power of the whole world.

A greatest escape from your doom;

A forgiveness from your regrets.

A behavior make us running this planet,

A breezing filed with no limits.

Tell your mother you love her today,

 I know it's weird to post this John Lennon's song for the mother's day,

but I frickin' love this one.

I love you, Mommy.:)

Biking With The Sun.

So as you know, these days I have been crazy about working out and exercise, trying 

to get a supermodel body shape before my up-coming vocation. (By the way, Adam 

Levine is so hot but he's full of shit, I don't believe if you do yoga everyday and you can 

get such a sexy body like he does. Well, to me apparently.). So my buddy Mayen invited 

me to go on the bike with them in the Sunday's afternoon, it was a beautiful day  

anyway.

The ride was fun and beautiful, pretty relaxing. And you can just rent a bike for 2 hours, 

only cost you 80NTD. And in Taipei, they have a beautiful biking trail right next to the 

Xin-dian river. Once you get on your bike, you can enjoy the wind blowing on your 

face, to cool down your body from the tropical summer. But the only thing I was 

annoyed with too many people. I guess it because you don't get such great weather in 

Taipei on the weekend very often. Oh well, it's good for our mother nature anyway.

So wanna ride with me next time? Or ride on me? lol

Give Me All Your Versace.

I don't know how to describe the fever I got for the silk shirt, especially with beautiful 

print on it.

I bought this vintage Versace print shirt when I was in NYC last year, from a vintage 

shop calls "Andy's Chee-pees" around NYU. The owner wasn't sure he wants to 

sell it or not, then I spent around 10 mins to convince him to sell me this beautiful piece. 

So that's how I got this babe. :)

Top: Vintage

Short: Second hand

Boots: Marc by Marc Jacobs

*Find Andy's Chee-pees in NYC:

18 West 8th Street, New York, NY 10003,

(212) 420 5980

(Find me on LookBook: lookbook.nu/tornboylove)

When I Was 20.

When I was 20, I don't give a damn about what my parents said.

When I was 20, I don't know what Hip-hop is.

When I was 20, I believe in the first love will stay with me till the end.

When I was 20, I though I was born to be special.

When I was 20, I don't get why people call Madonna is the extreme point of a dream.

When I was 20, I like to take some naked pictures.

When I was 20, I live with no fear.

When I was 20, I don't give a shit about this world.

When I was 20, I don't know what people go traveling for.

When I was 20, I know I like cocks 100 percent.

When I was 20, I though I deserve better.

When I was 20, I told my teacher I want to kill my parents.

When I was 20, I still think Titanic is such a horrible movie.

When I was 20, I recorded ton of song which I wrote by myself.

When I was 20, I got pissed off when I heard people say I'm a musician.

When I was 20, I though I'm an artist.

When I was 20, I want to go join the sining contest.

When I was 20, I though I can sleep with some old gay guys to get what I want.

When I was 20, I was act like 20 think like 20 and do shits like 20.

When I was 20, I think I was stupid but now I miss it.