Everyone told me that you should be erased.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I'm not going to do it 'cuz what we had was beautiful.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I'm not going to do it 'cuz if LOVE is the lesson, I never brought my notebook to 

the class anyway.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I'm not going to do it 'cuz I gonna move to your old room and sleep there.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I'm not going to do it 'cuz I want to remember every good part of you to save you

when you need me in future.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I'm not going to do it 'cuz  I just can't.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I'm not going to do it 'cuz I'm already a Torn Boy, I can't even find my head.

Everyone told me that you should be erased,

but I never listen to what everybody said.

[The Spirit of Torn Boy Love 1.]

Weekend.

Just saw this movie, "Weekend" last night. Simon recommend me. Well, I cried in the

end for sure.

I don't know where to start to talk about how I feel about this movie. But I was moved 

by the purity of love in the end. What do you want from love? Some people want a 

body to hold in the bed, some people just want a good atmosphere and doesn't care

what gonna happen in the end. Maybe you'll sleep with him or maybe not; maybe after

a few drink and snore some line, you open up for more not only to the one you like,

but to yourself. But in the end, we're just looking for the most basic, most simple thing

from LOVE - the purity. Life if stressful sometime, no matter how hard you try to hide 

from your past and those scars, it's always better if there's someone there. You don't 

need to make love with love, you just need to accept when it comes. I think that's the

whole image this movie was trying to declare, and did it really well.

Also there's one thing I need to mention is one of my favorite artist for the whole time - 

John Grant. The ex- lead singer from one of my favorite band as well, The Czars. 

There's like no music during the whole movie, but when the song "I want to go to 


Mars" come out in the end, with the title of the movie on the screen, my heart just start

melting . There's something about John Grant's voice just absolutely beautiful. It kinda

reminds me of Rufus Wainwright, but a little bit deeper and more sad. I feel like he can

put any of story from other people to his voice, then it gonna come out like he really did 

experienced it. 

Just go check out John Grant and "Weekend". I gonna stop nagging now.

Sunny Sunday.

That was a good Sunday with my 2 friends - MingChi and Mayen. Yes those are my

"M" boyz. Even it was a bit windy and chill, but still a good day to hang out around

Taipei 101, and sit on the grass like there's no one around. 

Before that we went to have a lunch with some guys from a gay dating site - Manhunt. 

Great Italian food from Germany, and yes I fucking love pasta!! The restaurant calls 

"Vapiano", on the roof top of ATT 4 FUN. Anyway, I love it. Great view and great 

food, also with great friends. What can be better than this in your life?

Boys Gone Wild.

I need to admit that now I'm in love with Madonna's new single and video, "Girl Gone 

Wild". I remember when I listen the first time, I wasn't impressed at all; but a good video 

can make the song sounds better. Then the video came out few days ago, and I 

FUCKING love it. So I was like non-stop repeating the song at home and took some 

pictures. But I do hope next time the picture will be wilder. Being wild is always fun 

anyway.

"MDNA" gonna release on March, 26th. And I just love this woman too much.

Oh! MADONNA!! (And KAZAKY too!!)

Forever Young.

I haven't done this kind of thing since I turned 20, but I did it again few days ago - 

wait in line over night to get some concert ticket!! I couldn't believe myself as well,

but you know, I was drunk and sometime in life you just wanna get a little bit crazy.

And it's Lady Gaga anyway, I'm not an huge fan of her but life is stressful, so everyone 

need to be entertained sometime.

So basically me and my friend - Ryan, was waiting in line for over 8 hours just to get the 

"Born This Way Ball" concert ticket. This is Ryan:

And of course the media people were there, I was trying to hide from them but they're

just everywhere:

But anyway, we got our own tickets in the end!! I was so damn tired but we had fun,

drink and smoke like we will never grow old. That's the good thing about having friends - 

- they always remind you that you will be young forever when you're together. He he.

Million Dollar Hotel and Million Dollar Baby.

Here's my million dollar babe.

Simon 梁思蒙. Came to Taiwan to do the research for 3 

months, also my tutor for my German speaking skill at the moment. 

So we hang out other night on the roof top of some building in Taipei, and we took 

some pictures. The whole scene reminds me of the movie "The Million Dollar Hotel".

Basically we were just fooling around on the roof top and enjoy a great night in Taipei.

Hope Simon doesn't need to go back to Berlin next Tuesday, 'cuz I always had a lot of 

fun when I hang out with him. Oh well, maybe I gonna see him again somewhere in 

future anyway. :(

Boy, boy, BOYS.

(Pelayo, 2012, Six colour photography, Dimensions variable)

Who's the prince of fashion blog - Pelayo Diaz hiding from?

This one:

After the mad Terry Richardson, Stuart Sandford is one of my favorite photographer 

at the moment. After I saw one of his iconic work - "Cumfaces", on the BUTT 

magazine,I knew there's a new star is rising.

Here's one of his famous work, "Cumfaces":

(Cumfaces, 2007, Twelve colour photographs, each submitted by the model, Dimension s variable)

I even went to his book release party in NYC last year, and I saw him in person but I 

didn't talk to him (what a shame!). He's so god damn hot and I LOVE guy with ginger

hair. Hopefully one day I can modeling for him if I'm that good looking like those models 

in his works. Sorry I'm taking too far.lol

The reason I like his works because it's a little bit sexual in homo way, but for me I think 

it's kinda romantic. And most of his work have some old , vintage american atmosphere. 

And also I like the way he took something we do every day in our normal life, come out 

with a bit soft-core erotic style. Yes "Cumfaces" is a little bit too sexual, but don't we 

do it everyday?

Here's more of his works, and thanks for handsome Stuart Sandford let me post it on 

my blog. I will be your model next time and I'll do anything for you, PLZ. lol

(Am besten lernt man eine Fremdsprache im Bett, 2007, Twleve unique Polaroids, Dimensions variable)

(The best way to learn a foreign language is in bed, 2004-2007, 90 C-type prints, Dimensions varaible)

Visit Stuart Sandford here:

www.stuartsandford.co.uk

Origin of LOVE.

I'm excited for this - New Spiritualized's album!! And the video of their song,"

Hey Jane" (from their up-coming new album" Sweet Heart, Sweet Light") just

amazing. I'm also a huge fan of the drag queen culture, and I was lucky to have some of

friends of mine - they're also the drag queens in New York - Cheng, who's also a very

talented fashion designer in the town (Visit him here: www.chuang.me);

and Yuhua Hamasaki (Facebook: Yuhua Hamasaki), to show me around the drag

scene in New York Ci-tay. It was very fascinating. And after I went to see the few drag

shows by myself in Chelsea,I got more into the culture afterward.

But anyway, this video is very interesting and heartbreaking. Acting was good, and the 

images was perfectly fit in with the music. And it also reminds me one of my favorite 

movies of all time - Hedwig and the Angry Inch. 

So this is one of my favorite scene from all the drag queen movie. When Hedwig start 

sining the song, " Origin of love", I just broke down in tear so hard:

Can someone just make a happy drag queen movie like "Priscilla" but broadway 

version? Even that was kinda sad as well. 

"Free your mind in your androgyny", please.

"

Sex is not the enemy.

Just read the news about Terry Richardson said that Lindsay Lohan was the worst 

person he've ever had sex with, then I realize that how much I love Terry Richardson - 

even he's kind of a bastard at some point, but the way he express his opinions just really 

impress me.

These pictures I took with one of my friend like couple years ago, and I hope showing the 

part of ass won't bring me trouble to this blog, or should I make it "Adult only"? Anyway

, basically these picture was my personal tribute to my favorite Terry Richardson, who 

influence me a lot, not only my view, also my brain. And yes it's a little bit gay, but have 

you found out that a lot of your friends come out to you in these days? You know one 

day homo will take the world right?

So in the end I need to put up this video - of course, by my favorite Garbage, to match 

with the title of this article:

"I won't be shamed, 'cuz I believe that LOVE is free."

"It fuels the heart, and SEX is not my enemy."

Hell yeah, Miss Shirley Manson, I just fuxking love you.

Springtime Madness.

I don't know what happens on this planet, but the weather in Taipei is driving me crazy. 

Like you probably can wear the tank top on Monday 'cuz it's too hot, but wednesday 

you might need to take out your big jacket again 'cuz it's too cold. Also please don't 

smoke if you're in tropical country, otherwise you nose will drive you crazy by the 

weather changing as well.

Like what I mention in my previous blog, me and lovely Madam Vulture did a photo 

shoot together last Saturday. The top I was wearing is from Red Cap Garage in 

Portland USA, and about the purple pants, I couldn't remember where I got it at all. 

The last thing I need to mention about is my shoes. I found it on the flea market in 

Taipei, which only open on every Saturday's morning - if it won't be raining that day. 

The shoes is from Belly, it's the design from 20 years ago. And I fell in love with this 

shoes on the very first time I saw it. It's just very detail and I love the golden ouch on 

top of it. Anyway, I just love it.

How do you think? Do I look like joker in some familiar way with my green hair and 

purple pants? lol

[Photo by Madam Vulture www.vultureholic.com]

Everyone likes BBQ.

What you can do on Sunday's evening before the blue Monday come? BBQ party sounds

great. I went to one of my friend's house-warming party last night, of course with great 

food and drinks, and the most important: right group of people. Here's the host of the

party, these 2:

Jack - who just moved to Taipei like 1 month ago, from Australia.

Ma Yen - One of my close friend. We are just TIGHT TIGHT TIGHT.

The party was fun, especially when we trying to start a fire. I took a video of it. It's 

HILARIOUS.

I had great fun time with these people at the BBQ party. Nothing is better than spending 

time with the people you want to be with, and have fun together.And now the house

 WARMED!! 

Song for LOVE.

I know it's a little bit too late to talk about Adele, but me and my friend were just talking 

about in every relationship, there must be a song every time when you hear it, reminds

you of the joys and pains, or whatever happen between you and your love one in the 

past. And mine is this one, "Take it all" by Adele, from the album "21". The lyrics are

just very direct and true, especially when you find out the love you used to have will

never be the same anymore, but you still confused what kind of situation you're in at the 

moment, and how you going to deal with your loneliness in the future. The live version

of this song on "Later with Jools Holland" is just stunning and heart-breaking, I

couldn't breath when I was watching this performance on Youtube. And this song is

also one of the reason that I named this blog "Torn Boy Love". I know it's a little bit

hopeless romantic, but oh well, oh well. 

Also because I love this song too much, so I made a cover of it (Aiyo~). Hope you hate it 

anyway. :P

Taipei on Sunday.

A good thing about start bring a blogger again is, you rediscover the city you live in is 

actually can be beautiful sometime. I went one of my old friend's b-day party around 

Taipei 101 area, which is the district I used to hate most. But when I was walking alone 

on my way to the restaurant, I found a different side of beauty from the inner power of 

the city. It's actually pretty chilled, and it's quiet attractive in some bizarre way as well. 

By the way, the restaurant we went to day had really great food, and GERMAN TAP 

BEER!! I also took some pictures of the food today, but hey hey, more details in my 

next post (hopefully!!). Be patient, all you little stars!! :)

Ready for the Dance.

Thinking about what to wear when you go out party is always been the pain in the axs 

for me, sometime you want to look stylish but it's just not easy to move, and for some 

reasons, you just don't want to ruin your clothes and whatever is it. So if the weather is 

not that cold, my heart always go for a short. It's easy, sexy and a little bit boyish. And

I'm 27, it makes me look a little bit younger as well (Really?).

Also when we were on the road to the party, we saw an fuxking bad ass HARLEY. The 

light blue color just beautiful. I wanna buy one for my daddy one day. I think he will 

LOVE it. :)

（Will post some of our party pictures later, he he.）

Nostalgic and feeling LOVE.

Just watch this movie again, and hell yeah I broke down in tears again too.

Not only the sad story line, also we lost such a great actor.

This is one of my favorite scene from any love movies I saw before,

and you can't deny that Tim Buckley really a fantastic song writer.

Here's the original version of "Song to the Siren":

I don't know what you feel about love,

some people says Love is blind and hopeless;

some people says Love is joyful and feel completed.

For me, Love is a game of trust,

in the end there's always one heart gonna break,

but who care about what gonna happen in the end anyway?


You need to watch this movie, Candy.

Then you will realize why love always come up so intense, even we though it's gonna be

smooth and gentle.


*[Candy] on IMDB:


http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0424880/

Torn Boy and Madam Vulture.

Today I had a photo shoot with Madam Vulture for both of our website.

The photos turn up very stylish and great, can't wait to show all of you little stars.

And yes we did have a great time together, the weather are nice, models are hot and 

everyone were just happy with this project.

We hope you like it, and please also go check out:

www.vultureholic.com/

Madam Vulture works really hard to collect as much as information for every girl 

on this planet; cosmetic, fashion, hot guys (the most important one, he he).

Looking forward to the next time we work together, Madam Vulture. :)

(We will update the pictures we took today soon!! YAY!!)

Keep it not Kill it.

One of my friend from Berlin told me that the government is going to REDO the city.

Like  they're going to build the skyscraper on the both side of the rivers. I can't even

 imagine what gonna look like, but def not something good. Even I only been there once,

 but the smell of thick air and the atmosphere of bizarre, just pumping my blood during

 my visit all the time. I hope Berlin will still keep what she is when I see her again this

 summer. 

Just saying.